We will see how good at this I am

I thought this was a fitting title for a new adventure that I feel sure to be bad at.  But every time I look at the name of my blog I will remember I have not failed unless I have given up.  I am doing many good things in my life.  So many that I really don't feel I have time to write about them.  I started a journal on the computer entitled "A Record of Worth" about four years ago and the entries are few and far between.  But I have not given up.  I just count on the silent note taking of the Angels to fill in the missing parts I feel to busy to write about.  I am so busy I even refuse to Facebook, I can barely keep up with email.  But, I received an impression from a whim to sign up for a gmail account.  I am acting on it so I will see where it takes me.

I am currently enjoying a Saturday all to myself, at home, ALONE.  It is a Christmas present from my husband.  He never knows what to get me, I usually don't know what to ask for.  What I want most is peace in the home.  Since I can't get that with everyone here, since I don't control them, my husband agreed to take the mayhem elsewhere so I can have my peace.  I mean really aren't there just some things you ladies want to do at home that you never have time to with everyone at home.  Just think, no interruptions, no cleaning, I don't answer the phone, its all about me.  I made a huge list of possible things to do today and so far have only got 2 done.  Most of my time has been spent on the computer.  I almost never have enough time to get all I need done on the computer completed.  I have half finished research projects, orders to place, information to organize and on and on.  But this is my second to last computer project for the day and I am moving on to the next important thing.  Sometime I feel torn apart by all the started activities, communications, finding things, meal prep and then all the interruptions.  I am home schooling my youngest 2 and my awesome 5 year old wants my attention every few seconds.  (I wish I were being dramatic with that last comment, but its no exaggeration.)

Maybe I will enlist the help of my home schoolers to help me blog.  Then it will be great.